Kitsune-Face

Sometimes I wonder why ya do this to yerself.

(Source: psych-facts)

Resistin’ tha urge ta erase half the stuff I posted within tha past hour.

I should jus close my eyes an rest, now that tha pain ‘s finally gone.

s’ funny how heavy heart can somehow feel so empty.

I only jus’ noticed…I can’t remember when I stopped counting.

(Source: hiromitsu)

…hmm.

(Source: salpetersyra)

How long has it been….

i find m’self fergittin a lotta things these days.
Things that I lived every day ‘a my life an how they used ta be
I can’t remember tha las’ time I heard my own voice, so i would be lyin’ if I said I ‘membered what I did soun’ like.
I can’t remember tha las’ time I seen a smile on her face, not truly.
 an ‘sted I’m jus’ left wit a dimmin’ image a’ tha tears I left in ‘er eyes, the muffled soun’ a her voice that only echos back ta younger days.
an’ tha image I had a him, all b’fo tha en’, an so very early in tha beginnin’
I remember tha fear in my heart, the lump in my chest, and tha few sceon’s a life I had lef’ at the en’ where I stood..an how that all went by so quick.

i remember tha things I felt, but voices, thoughts, names, an’ faces, sometimes even my own …they all ‘s fadin’ away.

It ain’t like I jus remember all tha bad things,
 but tha good things ain’t stuck ‘roun neither.

Somethin’ in me still remember’s tha early mornin’s, tha sun, an fresh cool air ‘a each day.
I remember tha things I felt,
   like a cool breeze ‘er a unwanted hand placed upon my skin.

I think I cherish all I still got no matter what it is these days. Either it be bad ‘er good, ‘s all I still have ta connect me to anythin’ that I used ta be. These things that no one else could ever ‘a felt, these things that make me… me.

Fer some reason what I ‘member most ‘s my childhood.
 I look ‘roun me now where there are two pictures in this room an see me so young, then see tha other photo as I would be righ’ now.

How I’ve grown,
  but not really.

In looks maybe, but my heart’s a’ways been tha same.